Ultrasound

SO it's another........





BOY




Here's my thoughts. I don't have to buy anything, it's all prepared already, correct season even. But being I lost the last 2 boys, I'm very emotional and scared. Like watching a rerun, when everything seems to follow the same path, but you pray the ending will change. I know it sounds nuts, but I cried for 3 days after I found out it is a boy... Im happy and I already have all the stuff literally sitting out still so it's an easy transition: names already picked out, clothes already bought, even the cloth diapers... It's just scary, I can't relive it again... I just can't... I want the ending to be different this time, happy and full of joy, not sorrow.